Title: Mika in Real Life
Author: Emiko Jean
Publisher: William Morrow
Publication date: August 2, 2022
Length: 384 pages
Genre: Contemporary fiction
Source: Purchased
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One phone call changes everything.
At thirty-five, Mika Suzuki’s life is a mess. Her last relationship ended in flames. Her roommate-slash-best friend might be a hoarder. She’s a perpetual disappointment to her traditional Japanese parents. And, most recently, she’s been fired from her latest dead-end job.
Mika is at her lowest point when she receives a phone call from Penny—the daughter she placed for adoption sixteen years ago. Penny is determined to forge a relationship with her birth mother, and in turn, Mika longs to be someone Penny is proud of. Faced with her own inadequacies, Mika embellishes a fact about her life. What starts as a tiny white lie slowly snowballs into a fully-fledged fake life, one where Mika is mature, put-together, successful in love and her career.
The details of Mika’s life might be an illusion, but everything she shares with curious, headstrong Penny is real: her hopes, dreams, flaws, and Japanese heritage. The harder-won heart belongs to Thomas Calvin, Penny’s adoptive widower father. What starts as a rocky, contentious relationship slowly blossoms into a friendship and, over time, something more. But can Mika really have it all—love, her daughter, the life she’s always wanted? Or will Mika’s deceptions ultimately catch up to her? In the end, Mika must face the truth—about herself, her family, and her past—and answer the question, just who is Mika in real life?
Perfect for fans of Kiley Reid’s Such a Fun Age, Gayle Honeyman’s Eleanor Oliphant is Completely Fine, and Rebecca Serle’s In Five Years, Mika in Real Life is at once a heart-wrenching and uplifting novel that explores the weight of silence, the secrets we keep, and what it means to be a mother.
In this brilliant new novel by from Emiko Jean, the author of the New York Times bestselling young adult novel Tokyo Ever After, comes a whip-smart, laugh-out-loud funny, and utterly heartwarming novel about motherhood, daughterhood, and love—how we find it, keep it, and how it always returns.
I loved Emiko Jean’s YA duology Tokyo Ever After and Tokyo Dreaming, and had my eye on this adult novel ever since I first saw it announced. Finally, I had the opportunity to read it… and loved it.
In Mika in Real Life, Mika’s life really is a mess. She lives with her best friend in a house that’s a disaster zone, doesn’t speak to her parents, has lost yet another meaningless job, and has no romantic life to speak of. Mika’s thoughts are haunted by memories and what-ifs. At age 19, she gave a baby daughter up for adoption, and not a day goes by when she doesn’t think of Penny with longing and love.
When Penny contacts Mika out of the blue, Mika is delighted. She’s received annual letters from Penny’s adoptive parents with updates on her life, but nothing prepares her for the joy of connecting with this vibrant teen. As they progress from phone calls and texts to regular FaceTime chats, Penny wants to know more and more about Mika’s life — but Mika feels like more and more of a failure. She just wants to be someone Penny can be proud of, and begins fudging details, only to be thrown into a panic when Penny announces she’s coming to Portland for a visit in two weeks.
A rational response might be to own up to the deception, but instead Mika doubles down. With the help of her friends, she creates a fake life to show Penny, including everything from having her ex pose as her current (and very loving) boyfriend to borrowing an artist’s workspace to stage an opening for what she’s described as her very own gallery. As expected, the lies all blow up in Mika’s face and threaten to permanently ruin her developing relationship with Penny and her father Thomas.
While I cringed throughout this section — because of course it was all going to go wrong! — fortunately, this is not the ultimate storyline of the entire book. Instead, from this point, Mika ends up reexamining her life, her relationships, and how she got to this point. Yes, it’s a terrible moment, but we can understand Mika’s choices and root for her to make amends.
There’s so much more going on this book, and it’s deep and powerful. Without getting into spoiler territory, the more we learn about Mika’s childhood as well as her pregnancy, the more we see how much sorrow and pain Mika carries, and why the choices she’s made feel out of her own control so much of the time. She’s had to cope the best she could, not always well or in a way that’s rational or healthy, but she’s survived, and that’s a lot.
I loved seeing Mika’s bumpy road to connecting with Penny, as well as seeing the lovely friendship she has with her best friend. Mika’s troubled relationship with her own mother is very sad, but well explained. The deeper story about the traumas in Mika’s past and her ongoing struggles is very thoughtful, emotional, and powerful. I also appreciated how sensitively the cultural issues related to the adoption were handled — it’s clear that Penny’s adoptive parents were loving and nurturing, but they also were either unable or unwilling to give her the exposure to her Japanese heritage that teen Penny is hungry for.
Another powerful theme running throughout Mika in Real Life is about mother-daughter relationships, and how the disappointments, deferred dreams, and painful moments of one generation can spill over into the next. Seeing Mika recognize and then attempt to break the cycle of disapproval and living for another person’s dreams is very relatable and emotional.
“How does this end? Mika wondered. Not how she wanted it to. She thought of Caroline dressing Penny in clothes that matched her own. Of Hiromi forcing Mika to take dance lessons. How mothers see their daughters as echos, as do-overs, as younger versions of themselves who might have the life they didn’t or have the same life as they did, but better. But children aren’t second chances, Mika realized with a start. It was unfair for Hiromi to believe her desires should live inside Mika. Children are made to take a parent’s love and pass it along.”
The synopsis describes Mika in Real Life as “laugh-out-loud funny” — and I’d say, no, it isn’t. There are definitely some lighter, funny moments, but this book is much more on the thoughtful, moving side. I’d hate for someone to approach it expecting humor to be dominant and then feel let down. “Heart-wrenching and uplifting” is far more accurate, as are “whip-smart” and “utterly heartwarming”.
I listened to the audiobook, and loved the narrator’s gifted depiction of Mika’s internal life, as well as the well-voiced characters surrounding Mika, especially Penny. The narration also offers the experience of hearing the Japanese words and phrases spoken accurately, which I really appreciated.
Overall, this is a powerful depiction of resilience and love, with memorable characters and a strong, well-developed plot. Highly recommended.
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