Title: Close Enough to Touch
Author: Colleen Oakley
Narrators: Candace Thaxton, Kirby Heyborne, Jonathan Todd Ross
Publisher: Gallery Books
Publication date: March 7, 2017
Print length: 352 pages
Audio length: 11 hours 38 minutes
Genre: Contemporary fiction
Source: Library
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Jubilee Jenkins achieved New York Times-level fame at age six, when her rare medical condition made her an object of wonder. After years of illness and endless tests, she’s finally diagnosed with an unusual form of contact dermatitis — she’s allergic to contact with human skin. And she doesn’t just break out in hives; inadvertent or even slight contact can literally kill her. A cruel prank in high school sent her into anaphylactic shock. For Jubilee, touching is a matter of life and death.

After her mother leaves her at age seventeen, Jubilee spends the next nine years secluded in her own home. She earns an online degree, attends interesting courses, reads a ton of books, and thanks to the internet, can get anything she needs without ever venturing past her front door. But when Jubilee receives word that her mother has died, she is also told that her stepfather will no longer support her and send her the monthly allowance she’s been relying on. She’s inherited her mother’s house, but has no income. If she wants to keep the electricity on and keep herself fed, she’ll have to do the unthinkable — step outside, rejoin the world, and find a job.

A fortuitous meeting with an old classmate leads Jubilee to an opening for a circulation assistant at the local library. Battling to overcome the agoraphobia she’s developed over the years, she bicycles to work each day, wears gloves and other protective clothing to stay safe from any threat of human contact, and slowly becomes acclimated to being around other people. When a dad and his young son come to story hour one day, a new connection is established, and Jubilee starts looking forward to seeing them again.

Meanwhile, in alternating chapters, we also spend time with Eric. The divorced father of a 14-year-old girl who refuses to speak to him (or even respond to his texts), Eric meanwhile has his hands full caring for the troubled boy he adopted — the son of Eric’s best friends, who died tragically and had named him as Aja’s guardian. Eric struggles to connect with Aja and help him with his grief, but makes little headway until a dramatic encounter with Jubilee changes all of their lives.

From there, we see how Jubilee and Eric start to know one another, how she forms a bond with Aja, and how she gradually opens herself to the idea that life can change for her. It’s a painful process for her to admit that being isolated and safe isn’t the same as being happy, and it takes a monumental amount of courage for Jubilee to allow herself to dream of something more with Eric.

Close Enough to Touch has a fascinating premise that’s impossible to stop thinking about. The author’s note at the end makes clear that Jubilee’s type of allergy doesn’t actually exist… but what if it did? What kind of life could someone have when the merest touch could kill them? I was completely absorbed by Jubilee’s medical condition, the way she’d adapted her life to protect herself, and then the cautious bravery she shows in trying to change her life for the better.

The chapters from Eric’s perspective are perhaps slightly less compelling, but I did appreciate his journey with Aja. Particularly moving is his attempt to reconnect with his daughter through books; when he finds her school reading journal, he starts reading the books she describes (Twilight, The Virgin Suicides, The Notebook), hoping to find common ground or at least understand what matters to her. At first, he’s completely stumped, but conversations with Jubilee help him start to see what a young teen might find moving or inspiring or relatable. Even when his daughter seems to ignore him, the books provide a way for him to communicate to her that he cares.

The audiobook narration is mostly strong. (I was baffled to see three narrators listed; it took me a bit to realize that one must be the person who reads the sections of the Times article interspersed throughout the book). The narrator for Jubilee does a great job conveying her self-doubt, her fear, and her courage. The narrator for Eric is mostly strong, although his voice tends to get screechy when voicing Aja’s more emotional moments.

Overall, I really enjoyed Close Enough to Touch. So why did I rate it 3.5 stars and not higher? It’s the epilogue. In Close Enough to Touch, the book really kept me going all the way through and had me invested in the characters and their lives. Without getting into spoilers, all I can say about the epilogue is that it ties up the book in a very pretty, sweet bow… but skips over so much time and so many occurrences, condensing everything into this neat little wrap-up that shortchanges the characters’ journeys. It baffled me, honestly. Why not tell more of the story that comes between the final chapter and the epilogue? Instead, the books ending feels tacked-on and rushed, and left me feeling let down.

Still… with a unique, engaging premise and characters we can really care about, Close Enough to Touch provides a warm, emotional reading or listening experience. Close Enough to Touch is one of Colleen Oakley’s earlier books, and while I’m glad to have read it, I’m also happy to note that her writing and storytelling have gotten stronger and stronger.

For more by Colleen Oakley, check out my reviews of:

The Invisible Husband of Frick Island
The Mostly True Story of Tanner and Louise

And stay tuned — her next book, Jane and Dan at the End of the World, will be released in March 2025, and I can’t wait to read it!