Take A Peek Book Review: Jesse’s Girl by Miranda Kenneally

“Take a Peek” book reviews are short and (possibly) sweet, keeping the commentary brief and providing a little peek at what the book’s about and what I thought.

Jesse's Girl

Synopsis:

(via Goodreads)

Everyone at Hundred Oaks High knows that career mentoring day is a joke. So when Maya Henry said she wanted to be a rock star, she never imagined she’d get to shadow *the* Jesse Scott, Nashville’s teen idol.

But spending the day with Jesse is far from a dream come true. He’s as gorgeous as his music, but seeing all that he’s accomplished is just a reminder of everything Maya’s lost: her trust, her boyfriend, their band, and any chance to play the music she craves. Not to mention that Jesse’s pushy and opinionated. He made it on his own, and he thinks Maya’s playing back up to other people’s dreams. Does she have what it takes to follow her heart—and go solo?

My Thoughts:

I wouldn’t normally pick up a book about a romance between a small town girl and the superstar she meets cute… but this is my third book by Miranda Kenneally, and I went into Jesse’s Girl expecting something special. And that’s exactly what I got.

Maya dresses goth/punk, loves 80s music (especially Madonna and Queen), and wants to spend her life rocking out with an awesome guitar. The band she started has kicked her out, though, and her dream of auditioning on Wannabe Rocker seems to be slipping away. But meeting Jesse opens her eyes to the idea of taking risks to get what she really wants, as well as seeing that celebrity and superstardom come at a price… and that the lives of the rich and famous can be awfully lonely without a loving family to back you up.

That may sound like a lot to pack into one young adult novel, but it works. The first half of the book is a “one special day” type of story, where Maya and Jesse start as semi-hostile strangers, have a ton of crazy adventures as they both break rules and defy expectations, and end up connected in ways that go way beyond the attraction they both feel.

Maya is shown as a strong girl who needs an even stronger infusion of confidence. She learns to open up, and in turn gets Jesse to start realizing that he doesn’t have to give up his own dreams in order to be loved.

Jesse and Maya are well-developed characters, with flaws as well as talents. I appreciate the economic diversity that the author features in her novels. Maya’s family is proudly working class, and every dollar counts. Maya can’t take anything for granted, and meets her financial challenges head on without shame. It’s interesting to see how she views Jesse’s financial success and life of creature comforts, and yet still values her messy, loud family with their beat-up cars more than anything money can buy.

Fans of Miranda Kenneally’s earlier books will be delighted by this return to Hundred Oaks, especially as favorite characters from earlier books show up here in supporting roles. Reading Jesse’s Girl makes me realize that I need to go back and read the three other books by this author that I’ve missed!

Jesse’s Girl is a moving story of teens finding their way, a tribute to the power of romance, and a nice spotlight on the unbelievable strength that a loving family and supportive friends can provide. I’m really impressed with the author’s ability to create characters who seem both familiar and fresh, as well as her engaging storytelling. I was really swept up in the fun and feelings of this book, and recommend it for anyone who enjoys a good contemporary tale… particularly if you like a bit of a Southern twang in your fiction!

Interested in this author? Check out my reviews of other books by Miranda Kenneally:
Racing Savannah
Breathe, Annie, Breathe

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The details:

Title: Jesse’s Girl
Author: Miranda Kenneally
Publisher: Sourcebooks Fire
Publication date: July 7, 2015
Length: 304 pages
Genre: Young adult contemporary fiction
Source: Review copy courtesy of the publisher via NetGalley

The Monday Check-In ~ 6/29/2015

cooltext1850356879 My Monday tradition, including a look back and a look ahead — what I read last week, what new books came my way, and what books are keeping me busy right now. Plus a smattering of other stuff too.

What did I read last week?

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Alex + Ada by Jonathan Luna and Sarah Vaughn: I loved this graphic novel! Just a really clever story about a lonely guy and a sentient AI android named Ada. I really can’t wait to see where this story goes next. Book #2 is next on my request list at the library!

Second Life by S. J. Watson: Finished right before the weekend. My thoughts will be posted on Wednesday, when I’m participating in the blog tour for this book.

Our Souls at Night by Kent Haruf: Done! A really gorgeous book. Check out my review, here.

Elsewhere on the blog:

I thought a lot this week about the ways in which information about an author can impact how we respond to a book. I’d love to hear other opinions on the topic! My post is here.

I also finally got around to posting pictures from my Harry Potter adventures in Florida. Check ’em out, here.

Fresh Catch:

One new book this week:

Dreams of the Golden Age

Looking forward to reading the sequel to After the Golden Age!

What will I be reading during the coming week?

Currently in my hands:
Jesse's Girl

I’ve read two books by Miranda Kenneally so far, and thought they were both terrific! I’m just getting started with her newest, but I have high hopes.

Now playing via audiobook:

Dirty Job

I should be done with the audiobook of A Dirty Job by Christopher Moore this week. It’s making me laugh at the most awkward moments… and sometimes, that’s just what I need.

Ongoing reads:

EldestABOSAAN&S

One with the kiddo, two with Outlander Book Club. All three should last a good long while.

So many book, so little time…

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Greetings from Hogsmeade!

Earlier this month, I spent a wonderful week in Florida with my two kids. The highlight for us was – absolutely – enjoying the amazing Harry Potter attractions at Universal in Orlando. I thought y’all would appreciate seeing the photo highlights of our visit to Hogsmeade, Hogwarts, and Diagon Alley!

My wand. Yes, I have a wand. It chose me.

My wand. Yes, I have a wand. It chose me.

 

Being in Harry Potter heaven was sheer joy for the three of us… here’s a little taste:

(Click on any of the images to view as a slideshow)

Food for thought: Does the author matter?

Well, of course the author matters! We wouldn’t have books in our hands without authors!

But hold up. That’s not what I’m talking about.

What I’m really pondering is whether or how much the details of an author’s life influence our reactions to a book.

For the most part, I usually take the stance that once the author has released a book, the book should stand on its own and be judged on its own merits. It’s what’s in the book itself that counts. So if an author makes a statement that I think is ridiculous during an  interview, or if I find out that the author has a political stance that I object to, does it matter?

Well, sometimes. I don’t research authors’ personal views before deciding to read their books. In general, who cares? So long as the book appeals to me, touches me, or makes me think, I don’t particularly need to know more.

On the other hand, if I knew that a particular author was out there promoting hate, or had a bias or prejudice that he/she actively promotes, or uses the revenues from his/her books to fund something I find objectionable, then yes, I guess it does matter. Although… (and this just shows my ambivalence on the subject), I suppose a work-around on the funding issue might be to borrow the book from the library, rather than buying my own copy.

I’d like to think that the work of art stands on its own and can be appreciated even if the artist is abhorrent, but in practice, that doesn’t always work for me. I mean, if I find out that an author is a no-question-about-it homophobe or anti-Semite or racist, then I just really can’t.

And also, it’s not like an author’s bio or background is completely irrelevant. If someone writes about a complex medical issue, for example, knowing that the author has a Ph.D. in a relevant field might make me feel more confident that the scientific elements of the storyline are plausible. Knowing that Mary Doria Russell has a doctorate in anthropology helps me appreciate the fabulous work she’s done in The Sparrow, exploring issues related to first contact with unknown cultures, social structures and hierarchies, and the impact of exploration on native populations. (PS – I probably haven’t raved about The Sparrow for a while, so let me just take a moment to say READ THIS BOOK. It’s amazing.)

Anyway…

I’ve now wandered far afield from what started me thinking about this topic, which is my thoughts on reading Eragon by Christopher Paolini. You can check out my review here.

Christopher Paolini was about 15 when he wrote Eragon, so I’m guessing he must be somewhere around 30 by now. To what extent should reviewers take his age into account when writing about Eragon?

As a reader, if I knew nothing about the author, I’d be thinking that the book is pretty derivative, a giant mash-up of every standard fantasy trope, repackaged into an overlong book that lacks narrative flow and uses very awkward language. But — the author wrote this book when he was 15! According to author info found online, he originally wrote Eragon for his own entertainment, trying to create something he’d enjoy, and the book was self-published by his parents prior to being “discovered” and picked up by a major publisher, then achieving bestseller status.

Eragon was published in 2002. That’s a lot of years ago! So in reviewing Eragon today, in 2015, is it still relevant that the book was written by a teen? On the one hand, I say kudos are in order for the young man who wrote such a detailed and complicated story at such a young age. At the same time, if I were strictly considering whether I’d recommend the book, then the age of the author is irrelevant. What counts is the book itself, and whether I think others would enjoy it. Period.

Here’s another weird example: I really loved Before I Go To Sleep by S. J. Watson when I read it a couple of years ago, and just finished reading the author’s second novel, Second Life, this past week. All along, I’ve been under the impression these books were written by a woman, but only found out while preparing my blog tour post that this:

S-J-Watson… is S. J. Watson.

But does the author’s gender matter?

In this case, I’d have to say that it does have an impact on my impression of the books and my reaction to them. In both books, the main character is a woman going through hell. In the first book, she’s someone who loses her memory each day and is at the mercy of the people around her while she tries to figure out who she really is. In the second book, she’s a woman with a troubled past dealing with her sister’s murder and getting in way over her head with a creepy online hook-up.

Somehow, knowing that these books were written by a male author and not by a female, as I previously thought, makes the books feel ickier to me. Looking at them through this new lens, the women’s victimization becomes a lot starker and the overall tone strikes me as more sensationalized. This probably makes no rational sense, but I can’t help how I feel — and my feeling is that in Second Life, knowing that I’m reading a man’s idea of how a woman would feel about the horrible situation she’s in is much different from reading about a woman’s pain from a woman’s perspective. In addition, infidelity plays a big role in each book and leads to disaster for the main character — so in retrospect, now that I’m thinking about a male author, is the subtext in these books that women are somehow deserving of horrible fates because they explored their sexuality outside the bounds of marriage?

If I’d known ahead of time, I might have felt differently about the books while reading them. I just pulled my copy of Before I Go To Sleep off the shelf, and nowhere in the author bio or anywhere on the jacket copy is there a gender-specific pronoun used. Intentionally vague? Deceptive? I’m not saying that anyone necessarily set out to pull the wool over the readers’ eyes… but I do wonder why the books were published with just initials in the first place.

Should things like an author’s age or gender matter? Open to debate. But does it matter? Well, yes, I think it does.

In the case of Eragon, I can praise the efforts of a young author, even though I wouldn’t put it anywhere near the top of my list if I were setting out to recommend fantasy epics. In the case of Second Life and S. J. Watson — well, all I can say is that it clearly does matter to me, rightly or wrongly, and that I’m rethinking my reaction to the author’s books now that I know more about the author himself.

How about you? Has information about an author’s life ever changed the way you’ve felt about a book? I’d love to hear other perspectives!

Book Review: Our Souls at Night by Kent Haruf

Our Souls At NightIt’s hard to describe this small, lovely book and explain what makes it just so special — but I’ll try.

In the small Colorado town of Holt, the setting for previous novels by Kent Haruf, Addie Moore lives alone. And around the corner is her neighbor Louis Waters. Both are widowed, and are in their 70s. Both seem to lack real human connection in their lives, although they certainly have friends and acquaintances.

One day, Addie shows up on Louis’s doorstep with a proposal.

I’m listening, Louis said.

I wonder if you would consider coming to my house sometimes to sleep with me.

What? How do you mean?

I mean we’re both alone. We’ve been by ourselves for too long. For years. I’m lonely. I think you might be too. I wonder if you would come and sleep in the night with me. And talk.

She asks him to come sleep with her at night. Not for sex, mind you. It’s the closeness she seeks. She wants someone to fall asleep with, to talk with in the dark, to make the nights a little less lonely. And after some thought, Louis agrees.

On the first night, Louis comes through the alley to Addie’s back door with his pajamas and toothbrush in a paper bag, but Addie tells him to come to the front door from now on, if he intends to continue. There will be no sneaking around.

And that’s really it. Small town folks talk, of course, and people seek to create gossip and scandal, but Addie and Louis will have none of it. They refuse to be ashamed, and they refuse to stop. In the night, they talk over their lives, their marriages, their children, the disappointments, the dreams, the pain and the joy. And from these nights, the two form an unusual intimacy, closer than most marriages, that seems like a true meeting of souls.

Just, wow. What a book.

Kent Haruf uses deceptively simple language to paint a gorgeous picture of the inner lives of common people. Our Souls at Night is a short book, under 200 pages, and much of it consists of dialogue between the two characters. Their speech, like their lives, is plain and unadorned. They’ve been through a lot over the course of the years, and they talk to each other directly and openly, no hiding or subterfuge. It’s as though, after all they’ve experienced and all the ups and downs of their lives up to this point, they’re dispensing with the bullshit and getting right to what matters.

This is a beautiful, elegant, graceful book. The writing is spare, pared down to the essentials. There’s nothing fancy about the characters, their speech patterns, or the story. It’s simply a powerful book about the connection between two people who manage to find happiness and true connection at a point in their lives when everyone expects them to simply behave and then fade away.

I read the author’s novel Plainsong years ago and remember that I ended up loving it for its stripped-down beauty. I’m sorry that I haven’t read more by this author, and I do intend to correct that. Our Souls at Night is Kent Haruf’s final novel, as he passed away in 2014 at the age of 71.

This book really swept me up and moved me, and I’d like to page through it for a while longer before I return it to the library. My immediate reaction, though, right after finishing the final pages, is just this: Our Souls at Night is lovely, and should not be missed.

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The details:

Title: Our Souls at Night
Author: Kent Haruf
Publisher: Knopf
Publication date: May 26, 2015
Length: 179 pages
Genre: Contemporary fiction
Source: Library

Thursday Quotables: A Dirty Job

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Welcome back to Thursday Quotables! This weekly feature is the place to highlight a great quote, line, or passage discovered during your reading each week.  Whether it’s something funny, startling, gut-wrenching, or just really beautifully written, Thursday Quotables is where my favorite lines of the week will be, and you’re invited to join in!

NEW! Thursday Quotables is now using a Linky tool! Be sure to add your link if you have a Thursday Quotables post to share.

Dirty Job

A Dirty Job by Christopher Moore
(published 2006 )

I’m listening to the audiobook of A Dirty Job to get read for the sequel, Secondhand Souls, due out in August. I remember loving A Dirty Job the first time around — but listening brings it to an entirely new level of hilarity. Maybe it won’t be quite as funny out of context, but here’s a passage that brings on the giggles:

Charlie’s problem was that the trailing edge of his Beta Male imagination was digging at him like bamboo splinters under the fingernails. While Alpha Males are often gifted with superior physical attributes — size, strength, speed, good looks — selected by evolution over the eons by the strongest surviving and, essentially, getting all the girls, the Beta Male gene has survived not by meeting and overcoming adversity, but by anticipating and avoiding it. That is, when the Alpha Males were out charging after mastodons, the Beta Males could imagine in advance that attacking what was essentially an angry, woolly bulldozer with a pointy stick might be a losing proposition, so they hung back at camp to console the grieving widows.
Another:
Into the breech of the Castro district Charlie Asher charged, an antique sword-cane from the store on the van seat beside him, his jaw set like a bayonet, his visage a study in fearsome intensity. Half a block, half a block, half of a block onward — into the Valley of Overpriced Juice Bars and Outlandish Hair Highlights — rode the righteous Beta Male. And woe be unto the foolish ne’er-do-well who had dared to fuck with this secondhand death dealer…
And finally, rule number one from Charlie’s volume of  The Great Big Book of Death, summing up more or less the main gist of the entire plot of A Dirty Job:
1. Congratulations, you have been chosen to act as Death. It’s a dirty job, but someone has to do it. It is your duty to retrieve soul vessels from the dead and dying and see them on to their next body. If you fail, Darkness will cover the world and Chaos will reign.

What lines made you laugh, cry, or gasp this week? Do tell!

If you’d like to participate in Thursday Quotables, it’s really simple:

  • Write a Thursday Quotables post on your blog. Try to pick something from whatever you’re reading now. And please be sure to include a link back to Bookshelf Fantasies in your post (http://www.bookshelffantasies.com), if you’d be so kind!
  • Click on the linky button (look for the cute froggie face) below to add your link.
  • After you link up, I’d love it if you’d leave a comment about my quote for this week.
  • Be sure to visit other linked blogs to view their Thursday Quotables, and have fun!

Wishing & Waiting on Wednesday: Career of Evil

There’s nothing like a Wednesday for thinking about the books we want to read! My Wishing & Waiting on Wednesday post is linking up with two fabulous book memes, Wishlist Wednesday (hosted by Pen to Paper) and Waiting on Wednesday (hosted by Breaking the Spine).

My most wished-for book this week is:

Career of Evil

Career of Evil by Robert Galbraith
(expected US publication date: October 20, 2015)

Synopsis via Goodreads:

When a mysterious package is delivered to Robin Ellacott, she is horrified to discover that it contains a woman’s severed leg.

Her boss, private detective Cormoran Strike, is less surprised but no less alarmed. There are four people from his past who he thinks could be responsible – and Strike knows that any one of them is capable of sustained and unspeakable brutality.

With the police focusing on the one suspect Strike is increasingly sure is not the perpetrator, he and Robin take matters into their own hands, and delve into the dark and twisted worlds of the other three men. But as more horrendous acts occur, time is running out for the two of them…

Career of Evil is the third in the highly acclaimed series featuring private detective Cormoran Strike and his assistant Robin Ellacott. A fiendishly clever mystery with unexpected twists around every corner, it is also a gripping story of a man and a woman at a crossroads in their personal and professional lives.

Cormoran Strike is back, with his assistant Robin Ellacott, in a mystery based around soldiers returning from war.

Ooh, ooh, ooh! A new Cormoran Strike book! Can’t wait!

What are you wishing for this Wednesday?

Looking for some bookish fun on Thursdays and Fridays? Come join me for my regular weekly features, Thursday Quotables and Flashback Friday! You can find out more here — come share the book love!

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Top Ten Tuesday: Top Ten Favorite TTT Topics!

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Top Ten Tuesday is a meme hosted by The Broke and the Bookish, featuring a different top 10 theme each week. This week, The Broke and the Bookish is celebrating 5 years of Top Ten Tuesdays!

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Breaking my own “no GIFs” rule to wish The Broke and The Bookish a very happy 5th anniversary of Top Ten Tuesday!

Congratulations to the blogging team that brings us such a fun weekly gathering place! I always look forward to seeing my blogger friends’ lists, even when I don’t participate. I blame other people’s TTT posts for a big chunk of my out-of-control to-read lists!

In honor of the 5th anniversary, we’re celebrating our favorite Top Ten Tuesday topics. Wheeeeee! Below are some of my favorite top 10 lists, with links included in case you want to check out the original posts that go with. It was hard to stop at just 10 — but here goes:

1) Top ten books when I need something light and fun

2) Top ten books dealing with tough subjects

3) Top ten books I thought I’d like more or less than I did

4) Top ten childhood favorites

5) Top ten books to get in the Halloween mood

6) Top ten things that make my reading & blogging life easier

7) Top ten super long, super funny, or just plain super awesome book titles

8) Top ten TV shows for book lovers (“You watch that? Then read this!”)

9) Top ten characters with essential survival skills

10) Top ten most unique books I’ve read… in five words or less

This little trip down memory lane was fun… and I discovered that I have oodles of TTT posts from my almost three years as a blogger that are a blast to revisit (well, for me, anyway!).

Congrats again to the fine bloggers of TB&TB… wishing you many more!

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Raising a glass to five years of TTT!

 

For all my other blogger buddies — what have been your favorite TTT topics so far?

Share your links, and I’ll come check out your top 10!

If you enjoyed this post, please consider following Bookshelf Fantasies! And don’t forget to check out my regular weekly feature, Thursday Quotables. Happy reading!

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Do you host a book blog meme? Do you participate in a meme that you really, really love? I’m building a Book Blog Meme Directory, and need your help! If you know of a great meme to include — or if you host one yourself — please drop me a note on my Contact page and I’ll be sure to add your info!

 

The Monday Check-In ~ 6/22/2015

cooltext1850356879 My Monday tradition, including a look back and a look ahead — what I read last week, what new books came my way, and what books are keeping me busy right now. Plus a smattering of other stuff too.

What did I read last week?

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Paper Towns by John Green: Read the week before, but I finally managed to post a brief review this past week. Interestingly, while I wasn’t crazy about the book, two of my book group’s members who work with teens felt the book was absolutely spot-on and really meaningful, so we’ve been having some great discussions.

Blue Stars by Emily Gray Tedrowe: Powerful and moving. My review is here.

Weightless by Sarah Bannon: A YA must-read. My review is here.

Eragon

Hasn’t it seemed like I’ve been reading Eragon forever? Yeah, to me too. I finally finished, and wrote a slightly weird review, here.

Off-line:

I went to see Eddie Izzard perform as part of his Force Majeure tour on Friday, and he was brilliant!

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Fresh Catch:

Woo hoo! All sorts of books came my way this week, some used, some new. Look at all the pretty:

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What will I be reading during the coming week?

Currently in my hands:
Second Life

I’ve just started Second Life by S. J. Watson, and will be reviewing it for a blog tour post next week. I have high hopes, since I really enjoyed the author’s first book, Before I Go To Sleep.

Now playing via audiobook:

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I finished listening to Dead Heat… and now I’m super-sad that I’ve run out of Patricia Briggs audiobooks!

Over the weekend, I started the audiobook of A Dirty Job by Christopher Moore. I absolutely need a refresher before the sequel, Secondhand Souls, comes out in August.

Ongoing reads:

EldestABOSAAN&S

Now that we’ve finished Eragon, the kiddo and I are continuing onward with Eldest, the next in the series.

Plus, in ongoing reads, the Outlander Book Club’s group reads of A Breath of Snow and Ashes and North and South are moving forward! If anyone is interested in joining the fun, just let me know and I’ll send you the info.

So many book, so little time…

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Book Review: Weightless by Sarah Bannan

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Synopsis:

(via Goodreads)

When 15-year-old Carolyn moves from New Jersey to Alabama with her mother, she rattles the status quo of the junior class at Adams High School. A good student and natural athlete, she’s immediately welcomed by the school’s cliques. She’s even nominated to the homecoming court and begins dating a senior, Shane, whose on again/off again girlfriend Brooke becomes Carolyn’s bitter romantic rival. When a video of Carolyn and Shane making out is sent to everyone, Carolyn goes from golden girl to slut, as Brooke and her best friend Gemma try to restore their popularity. Gossip and bullying hound Carolyn, who becomes increasingly private and isolated. When Shane and Brooke—now back together—confront Carolyn in the student parking lot, injuring her, it’s the last attack she can take.

Sarah Bannan’s deft use of the first person plural gives Weightless an emotional intensity and remarkable power that will send you flying through the pages and leave you reeling.

 

My Thoughts:

Weightless is a disturbing book, all the more so because it feels so real. There’s an air of distance created by the author’s use of a first-person plural narration. “We” observe everything that happens that junior year, and narrate the excitement generated by the arrival of a new girl into a town in which everyone has known each other literally all their lives. By using the “we” voice, the reader gets no closer to Carolyn and the other main players than the trio of girls whose viewpoint we share. The three telling the story are strictly B-list, always on the outside looking in, at once attracted by the inner circle and desperate for their attention, and at the same time wary of the way getting noticed can come with nasty results.

When you’re new, and when you’re a girl, it’s not so good to be good at something. Better to be average, to be barely visible, to make yourself scarce.

We don’t get to know Carolyn, and perhaps that’s the point. No one in this homogeneous town knows more than what they can see of her. It’s apparent that she has a history. There are the mysterious marks on her arms and torso, indicating that she’s a cutter. But she’s beautiful and smart, perfectly dressed and with an outsider’s flair, and everyone wants to be her friend — until being her friend becomes a liability.

The pressures of high school life are apparent. A thin girl is described as “rexy”, and that’s supposed to be a good thing. Hearing another girl throw up in a bathroom stall is barely worth noticing, it’s so commonplace. “We” are hyper-critical, but no more so than anyone else. There’s a constant emphasis on the right make-up and clothes, the gain or loss of a few pounds:

She looked skinnier than before and maybe we were jealous that she could keep on losing weight, and we wondered what it would be like to be so sick or so sad or mad or whatever it was she was, to be sick enough not to want to eat. It would be nice to be free of that, we thought.

The group narrating the story, and by extension, the entire student population, sees Carolyn’s transformation from new girl to most popular to object of hatred, and no one does a thing about it.

If we had realized what was happening, we might have stood up, shouted or at least cleared our throats.

“Cleared our throats”? The futility, the fear of interfering, the awe and admiration for the popular crowd — all lead to an absolute inability for anyone to break from the herd.

Weightless is a hard, sad, and powerful book. It drove home for me how insanely difficult it must be to navigate the teen years in an age when every private moment is fair game for public distribution via social media. The use of the first-person plural narration is a brilliant tactic that perfectly encapsulates some of the crazier aspects of the quest to fit in and be one of the crowd. If we’re not noticed, then we won’t be targeted — and Carolyn’s sad story is emblematic of what can happen when “we” dare to go our own way.

A final passage, narrating a hot air balloon ride, captures the outsider world view of the entire book:

We were at a distance from it and could see only what we needed to see. From here, we thought, if a car crashed, you wouldn’t hear it, and even if you did, it would look like a toy.

The outsider status of the narrative trio becomes at some point an excuse. We can’t do anything, because we’re not really involved. Or we do something we consider small, like spreading something via social media, fooling ourselves into believing that what we do doesn’t really matter very much, since we’re not truly included. Most especially, we can’t help. We’re too intimidated by Carolyn to offer true friendship, and we’re too scared of becoming pariahs to dare offending the popular girls. Sadly, the distance “we” maintain keeps the group from seeing Carolyn’s struggle as something real, something within reach; her crashing life is something observed from afar, like seeing a toy person falling to pieces rather than an actual, vulnerable human being.

As a final sad note, the author’s acknowledgements include a reference to a real case that at least partially inspired Weightless. For more information, check out this story about the Phoebe Prince case from 2010. (Note: If you’re thinking of reading Weightless, I’d suggest hold off on reading the article, as the events are similar enough to give a good idea of what happens in the book).

Wrapping it all up: I highly recommend Weightless. I’ve seen Weightless described as a book about bullying, but I think it’s much more than that. It’s a very well-written, disturbing, and unusual look at the cost of needing to fit in, and how an entire community can be culpable for making an individual suffer for stepping outside the lines of what’s considered acceptable.

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The details:

Title: Weightless
Author: Sarah Bannan
Publisher: St. Martin’s Griffin
Publication date: June 30, 2015
Length: 336 pages
Genre: Contemporary YA fiction
Source: Review copy courtesy of the publisher via NetGalley